fckn life-__-

mother ..
Why always blame me, every wrong there is always my fault. What I was always bad in your eyes? do not always do this to me, you just do not know how sick of living like this ..
I've been great and I know which good and which one is correct, so please I only want your trust!

The Script - NOTHING

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than i ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

[Verse 2]
So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step i take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

[Chorus]
She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

[Verse 3]
Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

[Chorus]
She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

REAL MADRID

1. Iker Casillas

2. Cristioano Ronaldo

3. KAKA

4. Sergio Ramos

5. PEPE

6. Xabi Alonso

7. Altintop

8. Nuri Sahin

9. Di Maria

10. Mesut Ozil

11. Karim Benzema

12. Callejon

13. Marcelo

14. Lass

15. Arbeloa

16. Carvalho

17. Coentrao

18. Raul Albiol

19. Raphael Varane

20. Pedro Mendes

21. Sami Khedira

22. Esteban Granero

23. Gonzalo Higuain

Real Madrid's skuad :

when I look at you

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

A beautiful melody when the night's so long

'Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth

You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I know I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me

All I need, every breath that I breathe

Don't ya know, you're beautiful

Yeah, yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

I look at you

Yeah, yeah, oh, oh

You appear just like a dream to me

A. Angga E Saputra

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A Angga E Saputra

16 hari yang lalu tepatnya tanggal 25 Januari 2012, dia itu pacar pertamaku gadengg alias pacar pertama di tahun 2012 ini :P waktu itu aku kenalan sama dia gara-gara kakak sepupuku yang ngenalin dia sama aku, waktu pertama kenalan, aku pikir dia orangnya asik gitu.. eh ternyata dinginnya minta ampuuuunnn, apa lagi semenjak aku tau dia itu fans beratnya Barcelona, ih ga banget ya aku temenan sama dia *najis* !!! lama-kelamaan kita akrab juga krn aku sama dia sering bicara sepak bola, terus ga tau kenapa perasaan yang dulunya cuma temenan itu muncul rasa suka :o waktu itu setiap dia deketin aku, jantungku terasa aneh kayak abis diburu setannn, terus aku ga tahan dengan perasaan yang kyk gini makanya aku nyatain rasa sukaku sama dia, dan eh jawabannya menusuk banget !!! masa dia bilangnya gini "kamu udah aku anggep seperti adekku sendiri ga lebih" shit banget kaaaannnn ? ya memang aku akuin waktu itu aku sakit hati banget dengan pernyataan itu, terus move on karena aku tau juga dia itu udah punya pacar, ya aku harus lebih patient lah xixixi dari waktu ke waktu aku angep dia sebagai teman + kakak .... dan ternyata !!!! aku juga ga percaya dia bakal nembak aku waktu malam itu hehehe soalnya omongannya kayak bercanda soalnya waktu dia telfon dia lagi sama temen-temennya, terus aku bilang aja "kalau kak angga bisa nge-Rap lagu Superbassnya Nicky Minaj, aku bakal terima. tapi kalau ga bisa ya sudah!" ya ternyata waktu aku suruh kyk gitu, dia langsung nyanyi soalnya lagu itu juga lagu kesukaannya <3 walaupun ga terlalu bagus nyanyinya ya yang jelas aku liat dari usahanya!!! hari itu juga, 23 Januari 2012 tepatnya jam 19.20 aku sama dia resmi JADIAN !!! mudah-mudahan aku sama dia untuk selamanya soalnya aku udah cinta banget sama dia dan sampai lupa kalau dia itu fansnya Barcelona!!! tapi biarlah, toh itu haknya untuk suka sama klub lain !!! I LOVE YOU ANGGA <3

nope

ya allah, aku ga tau apa yang aku rasa sekarang :( rasanya pengen mati cepet-cepet aja ya allah. aku tau kau juga mengetahui permasalahan apa yang saya rasakan sekarang, jadi ku mohon ya Allah kuatkan aku agar menjalani masalah ini, aku takut sekali akan dibenci oleh orang-orang yang ada disekitarku.. bukakan lah pintu maafMU untuk hambamu ini Tuhan!!!

Kaka and His Family

Kaka, Luca, Carol and Isabella

i really love this family, very romantic and hot etc. gue sangat suka sama kaka dan itu karena teman smp gue yg namanya AULY, dia suka banget sama si kaka awalnya sih gue biasa aja sama pemain bola yang satu ini, tapi ga tau kenapa cara dia berpakaian dan keluarganya itu loh buat gue kagum banget sama si kaka, apa lagi anaknya yang bernama LUCA CELICO LEITE dia lucu banget dan kayaknya dia titisan dari ayahnya soalnya mirip banget nget.. aku pengen lanjut lagi cerita aku dan kaka ini tapi gue ga punya waktu lagi

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gue pengen banget punya keluarga kayak mereka, and I hope I'll get it AMEN!!!