My Boys
Jumat, 27 April 2012
Liam Liam Liam !!
yeaahhh he is Liam Payne and you know you know I LOVE HIM SOOO MUUUCCCHHH, don't ask me why I love him because my answer is I DON'T KNOW WHY LoL HAHAHA:D gue sih pertama sukanya sama Louis.. unyu jugakan tampangnya ? tapi makin kesini-sini gue langsung suka liat tampangnya si Liam, cutee gittuuuu lah terus menurut informasi yang gue dapat dia orangnya pendiam dan itu sangat terlihat di beberapa video One Direction yang pernah gue tonton, kalau si Louis sih orangnya jail banget dah ga ada obat, kalau si cute Zayn Malik dia orangnya ceria, jail juga sih yang gue suka dari Zayn adalah his brow, soooo thick trus kebentuk gituuu, naahhh ada lagi nih si Niall dia orangnya jail terus paling pendek di One Direction mrip bocah loh tampangnya unyuuuu{} , satu lagi yaitu si Harry Styles si cowok kriwil ini cute juga tampangnya apalagi senyumnya *fainting*harry adalah yang termuda di One Direction tapi hebatnya dia itu yang paling tinggi yeeeyyy HEBAT!!
They're One Direction
disini gue pengen lebih ngebahas si baby Liam Payne. Biar lebih puas gue postingin foto-foto si Liam Payne cheeeeeccckkk it oooouuutttt:
cute, right ?
what do ya think ?
OMG, his smileeeee :p
weleh-weleh gakuaaattt
how cute???
his lipssss, oh I wanna taste lol :D
*shocked*
me love you!!! muaaaaahhhh
see ya agaaiiiinnnn guuuyyysss!!!
Senin, 16 April 2012
Dear Mom and Dad
its hurt !!! this song for my Mom and Dad :
Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
ya Because of you (Mom & Dad), semua yang kulakukan atas dasar paksaan dari mereka. Mulai dari sekolah, teman bergaul, dilarang kemana-mana kecuali dapat izin dari mereka ! I know its's normal for some people, but nobody knows what someone's feel, right ?? ya memang tak ada yang tau, kebanyakan dari mereka hanya memendam segala kepedihan dihati mereka dan tak ingin seseorang pun tahu apa isi hatinya. Begitu pula denganku, saya hanya bisa sabar dengan apa yang papa & mamaku inginkan. saya selalu berpikir dalam hati "Mungkin mereka melakukan hal itu demi kebaikan saya juga" terus dan terus berpikir seperti itu. tapi lama kelaman saya juga tidak tahan dengan semua itu, saya juga mau memilih sekolah sesuai keinginan saya sendiri sama seperti teman-teman saya yg lain yang memilih sekolahnya atas dasar kemauan mereka bukan kemauan orang tua!! saya juga mau bergaul dengan siapa saja, saya tahu yang mana yang baik dan yang mana yang benar, so PLEASE.. just TRUST me !!
But deep in my heart : "One day.. I'll make you proud, I promise"
Jumat, 13 April 2012
Waiting
All this time I was waiting, for something. that would never come.
I waited for nothing, just nothing.
The thought or hope
That you would ever love me back and you would see that.
I am the one who is always there for you was useless, I was so stupid to hope that.
I wasted my time,
waiting for something that never came and that would never come in the future.
Maybe it's bullshit, but I think you are very, very dumb, to let me go.
The ONLY person that really cares.
Your best friend.
I thought you I was your best friend, but I don't think you thought I was yours.
I think you just turned into everything you promised you would never be.
And now that I leave, I see that you don't give a shit.
Well done, Well done..
you BROKE my HEART, A.G.A.I.N.
I waited for nothing, just nothing.
The thought or hope
That you would ever love me back and you would see that.
I am the one who is always there for you was useless, I was so stupid to hope that.
I wasted my time,
waiting for something that never came and that would never come in the future.
Maybe it's bullshit, but I think you are very, very dumb, to let me go.
The ONLY person that really cares.
Your best friend.
I thought you I was your best friend, but I don't think you thought I was yours.
I think you just turned into everything you promised you would never be.
And now that I leave, I see that you don't give a shit.
Well done, Well done..
you BROKE my HEART, A.G.A.I.N.
The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved
Going Back to the corner
where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag
I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard,
got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl
can you tell her where I am"
Some try to hand me money,
they don't understand
I'm not broke, I'm just
a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense
but what else can I do?
How can I move on
when I'm still in love with you?
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for
If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if
it rains or snows
If she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
ohhh..
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
ohhh..
Maybe i'll get famous
as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to
but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
I'm not moving, I'm not moving (x2)
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag
I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard,
got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl
can you tell her where I am"
Some try to hand me money,
they don't understand
I'm not broke, I'm just
a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense
but what else can I do?
How can I move on
when I'm still in love with you?
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for
If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if
it rains or snows
If she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
ohhh..
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
ohhh..
Maybe i'll get famous
as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to
but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
I'm not moving, I'm not moving (x2)
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
I'm The Girl Who Can't Be Moved
Just 2nd Month :)
It's Hurt knowing that he's trying to put all the pain over on me, and acting like I'm the reason everything fell apart, like it's all my fault. I know, I mad MISTAKES, but NOBODY'S PERFECT, and he SHOULD know that. He can blame us both, but instead of fixing the problems and trying to make it work, he chose to break up and end it. And now he's acting like he regrets breaking up ? And the most confusing part is; why did he break up saying "I don't have feelings for you anymore" and " I was focus to my University" and the he gave my friends somewhere around thousand other reason ? And why is he trying to make me jealous of every other girl ? why can't he just say "I want you BACK" or something ? Instead he's hurting me, making me confused, leaving me here not knowing I should let go or if I should keep hoping..
Please, tell me God.. HOW POOR I AM ??
Why am I always the one who gets HURT ????
It's Hurt knowing that he's trying to put all the pain over on me, and acting like I'm the reason everything fell apart, like it's all my fault. I know, I mad MISTAKES, but NOBODY'S PERFECT, and he SHOULD know that. He can blame us both, but instead of fixing the problems and trying to make it work, he chose to break up and end it. And now he's acting like he regrets breaking up ? And the most confusing part is; why did he break up saying "I don't have feelings for you anymore" and " I was focus to my University" and the he gave my friends somewhere around thousand other reason ? And why is he trying to make me jealous of every other girl ? why can't he just say "I want you BACK" or something ? Instead he's hurting me, making me confused, leaving me here not knowing I should let go or if I should keep hoping..
Please, tell me God.. HOW POOR I AM ??
Why am I always the one who gets HURT ????
Kamis, 05 April 2012
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